Transparend Answer, IA, Kangeru Project
Even after years, the shadow doesn't fade;
It only invites more emotions
I crouched, and I drew alone
Under a blazing sun, on a hilly road,
We walked, blurry figures,
The summer heat in our eyes
"Don't mind me,"
"Just go off somewhere,"
And I brushed your hand away
"Don't go,"
You said to me,
And grabbed mine back
"You're so annoying!"
I walked a little bit ahead,
Without looking back
"What's your real heart?"
With things like "wisdom," I can't look forward;
There's no reason, so I keep rotting
If only things could be wound back...
As many years pass, I won't die,
Always proclaiming hopeful ideas,
Even though naturally, you're still not here...
Saying "I don't care, go die, go die,"
I grab my wrist and curse
I can't do anything, so I just casually
Indulge in life
"If the summer can show us dreams,
Let's go to before you were taken away..."
The days I hid out of shame light up the air,
Scorching my mind...
A boy at the age of 18
Waited somewhere again
It's a blurry silhouette, but
He remembers the shape
On a campus clear under a blazing sun,
You were smiling again
Again you said "let's play,"
And gently swayed...
"I'm worried," says an awkward face
Some neighbor wouldn't understand;
Stop pretending to be so sad
Let's keep living faint and unnaturally today,
Let's keep to yesterday's pace,
So I won't forget your warmth...
If I'm wishing for a dream that can't come true,
Then I'll just embrace the hurt past,
And have a dream I won't wake up from
As if naturally, I secluded myself...
"So you can't even see tomorrow, then?"
I'm perfectly fine with that...
I stain my hands to kill off the boring days,
Because I chose to be "alone"...
A rotten, 18-year-old youth
Was praying another day
Your colorful smile still
Clings to him...
To the blazing sun I muttered, "Just take me with you, somehow";
And my breath quietly stopped...
The voice of "Can you hear me?" vanished,
And I somehow understood the reason
I reached out to the summer warmth...
Under the blazing sun, a youth
Had wished to stand in the "then"
Your summery smile still
Was unchanging...
"I died. I'm sorry," you say;
"Shall I say "goodbye"?", you say;
Don't say such lonely things, don't go away
The silhouettes stood by,
And they watched me...
Daisuke~
